she is

college, oh my.

i love it. classes are going great, roommates are amazing, and my friends i'm making are just incredible.
it's amazing how one thing can turn into another. there's one person that made me see that, and it's
jesus. and i can't even believe what i was missing out on. thank you god, for making my life so fun.



thank you chase burnett for being there for me<3

ding

so i figured out what i hate.
it's not school.
it's not stillwater.
it's not missing home.



i was letting you take a temporary situation control my entire outlook on a place that was meant for me.
i'm where i'm supposed to be. i'm going through things i'm supposed to go through. i'm getting stronger &
when you decided you didn't want to be apart of it, all i saw was my world crashing, when really it was building up to
something so great. this is something i need to do. i need to move on. i need to let you go & not control how i view
my life. i need to enjoy college. i need to live how i'm supposed to. & you can't control that anymore.

i got this.