gosh

it seems as though every time i blog, i grow up 10 more years.
it's becoming quite ridiculous.


anyway.

so this month of may has turned from hurry up school, i wanna graduate, to holy crap slow down i'm scared.

i got some things from my papa about a week ago. it was nice but, it was so surreal to open a box and smell his shirt and know it was real and that i couldn't pick up the phone and call him and tell him thank you. i couldn't call or send him a thank you card.

i've been trying to keep my room clean in practice for moving out. but shoot. it ain't working. my roommate halie, will probably hate me come august, but she's stuck with me :)

i graduate in 16 days. it's kind of freaking me out. especially moving out. like sleeping in mom and dad's bed when i'm sick doesn't happen anymore, and having your laundry done, and having your mom there when you have a bad day.

this will be an eye opener. but i'm super stoked. especially buying dorm stuff :)

tyler signed with a college to play soccer. i'm kind of scared. but we'll be okay! he'll do great and i'll do great, we'll just be apart being great. i suppose.

we made quilts in one of my classes and i'm excited to see what it turns out like. hopefully good.


i'm ready for college. but i'm scared to grow up. does that make sense?








I can't wait to prove all the cheerleaders, popular crowd, and hater clubs that there's more than just high school. this homecoming queen is going to be someone some day, and i can't wait to show you. bring it!